Mixed Feelings

I am having quite a bit of trouble dealing with not being able to come back to Crown this semester. I undersand that it may be in the Lord's timing for me to be here right now, but at the same time I miss all the people, the opportunities, the classes, and even the lodge.
These past two days I have been getting calls from friends, roommates, even staff wondering where I am and why I'm not coming back. It is hard to tell them that I will not be able to be there this semester. I just have to trust that it is the Lord's will and if it is His will He will alow me to come back in His timing.